The rain here in Texas is confusing... one moment it's sprinkling (Oh this is fine, I like this) and the next you're drenched (eyes red like demon fire).
It's almost like the emotional states I've been through... happy and content and then lonely and well, alone.
I should have been used to it by now, if there's any lesson I took from my tumultuous teen years, it was that-we are born alone, and die alone.
Right now it just feels like... being single hurt less than this. That's the risk of relationships--emotionally ties. Even being single--there was the option of seeking out others, now that I'm in a relationship--seeking out others is a betrayal.
ugh... perhaps tonight is a perfect night to watch a weepy drama.
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