Sunday, May 9, 2010

seeking

It's continuing frustrating when you know what the problem is, you know how it looks like, you have control over it, and yet--you still can't solve it. That! is the problem you face when setting out on a mission to improve yourself.

Aiyoo. Tis discouraging no?

I didn't go to my family's mother's day celebration. They probably thought it was because I wanted to spend more time with David. But in truth, I was just tired of people, of not meeting their expectations, or not meeting mine; of feeling that I was a failure all the time.

Sigh... I need to find my bliss again.

2 comments:

ELN said...

Your blog formatting is all weird, the different blog posts keep showing up oddly and out of place.

S'understandable about the whole Mother's Day thing really. =/

PLai said...

it's ok i understand